Running from Reality

It's unavoidable. It's a never ending cycle. My never ending nightmare.
Every single time I see or hear them argue. It's like I have a nail in my heart, piercing me.
They want to keep everything together, but do they know that they are just pushing me further away?
The more they continue, the more I want to go away.
It's so retarded.
Nobody to support me.
Nobody to understand what I'm going through.
It's like I'm stupidly waiting for something good to happen.
Which is so damn impossible.
Sigh.

When can I run away from this reality, this nightmare...